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It's been a while........

I don't know where to begin....in the past months I've been so far away from all of you... from myself...it's such a difficult task explaining what I've been through. I can only say that long grey days in hospital, surgical operations, meds, painkillers and hard rehabilitation, all of those things have truly changed my life. I'd to learn living again, day by day I learnt how to speak, how to eat and drink, how to walk....it's been weird sometimes, especially when people cannot stand to look at me without pity or fear or embarrassment...
In those moments I kept holding onto our friendship, I treasured each memory, every single word I could remember. You were next to me, I was able to feel your warmth, your support.
I do know my sweet lovely Carol is suffering from a cruel painful disease and she's fighting so strongly right now, I can only say she's such a brave courageous woman , she's just wonderful.
I missed you all. Immensely.
I hope to come back ASAP but my days are often unfocused and nebulous like the Autumn time that's beginning.

Hug you all and hold you in my heart.

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mooms
Sep. 22nd, 2013 09:51 am (UTC)


So sorry to hear this, Dear Friend.

This has been a horrible year for some of us. *Hugs*
rifleman_s
Sep. 22nd, 2013 01:52 pm (UTC)
*hugs*

Lovely to see you here again - and thank you so much for the E-Card.

Tanti aiguri. :)
afra_schatz
Sep. 22nd, 2013 04:16 pm (UTC)
Miss you, too, sweetheart!
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