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It's a hard time tonight.
Such a sad time, a time full of empty shadows.
I'm trying to find out a reason, just a single little faint reason....
It's so hot outside, the air is heavy , I feel it on my skin ...like a stifling blanket that's keeping me from breathing.
Calm down, Anto...breath deep...calm down...

Still, I know there must be a reason...just a little hidden reason for keeping to live, for keeping to go on...
Still I believe every human being is nothing without an opening of love...and I believe there's always a chance for loving and being loved.
Still I believe there must be a hope even through a cruel pain

I believe in God. An innocent God ferociously harrowed, torn apart by the human blindness, a quiet God who talks to me like a sweet breeze sometimes

I believe in courage and in fear too...feelings so close each other, enemies and brothers inside of the men' heart.

I believe ....I KNOW every man is essentially good....it's just..sometimes...they allow themselves to be overwhelmed by loneliness and fear . All the human beings keep holding inside the sweetness and innocence of their childhood, but life is often savage and they forget ...what means loving...


I believe tomorrow I'm waking up and there'll be more light, more hope , and I'll be able to find another little faint invisible reason for living again.

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splix
Jul. 2nd, 2008 09:29 pm (UTC)
*hugs* I'm sorry you're feeling low and sad. I wish you peace and strength.
caras_galadhon
Jul. 3rd, 2008 05:54 am (UTC)
*hugs tight* I'm sorry today has been so difficult. I hope tomorrow holds more promise for you.
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