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Friends for life!

I tenderly and deeply love all my friends-list. Everyone. Each one of them is close to my heart . I really care about all my flist beyond words which I'm not able to find out .
The last days spent in a Hospital room made me plainly feel how much all of you are precious to me.

But I want to thank you two very special friends : my beloved Candice foxrafer and my sweet Nancy shegollum .
Two wonderful priceless inexhaustible friends!

Our souls know each other all the time.

They've been and keep being right now brilliant lights in the darkness of my days, haven of safety through painful storms inside my "heart".

Since we met, they've always been close to me. They supported me and cherished my wounded soul with an untiring sweetest love.

I know I'm not a normal person. I'm not an easy person too.
For years , since when I was a child, I was raped and brutalized. When I was fourteen I was forced to have an abortion ... that baby would have been also my brother.

I live incessantly with my personal ghosts and , sometimes, when the pain begins to get too sharp , it's really hard trying not fall into the temptation to finally close my eyes and rest.

Candice ,Nancy ...you have always been near to me.

Every single moment of hopelessness , every single day of fear and loneliness, every time I felt like crying or screaming ...you listened to my crazyness and took me back, back from my private hell , back home.

Lately I've found out my heart is seriously ill.
I don't know what will happen.


What I know...what I want to say is : THANK YOU!

THANKS to the beautiful fantastic girls who make every day in my life worth being lived .

THANK YOU for you making me trust that I deserve to smile too.

THANK YOU for being such a blessing in my life !

THANK YOU for being just who you are : two perfect spirits able to warm up my "sick heart" and cherish my tired soul.

Thanks Candice.

Thanks Nancy.

Thank you for everything.


Anto.

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foxrafer
Jun. 27th, 2008 10:24 pm (UTC)
*big hugs* You are a wonderful, caring and supportive person and I am so happy to be your friend.
shegollum
Jun. 27th, 2008 10:59 pm (UTC)
Hi, love. You are a very bright life in my life as well and don't you forget it. Your comments honor me and are very, very generous. Every time things get crazy, don't forget I'm right here holding your hand! Much love. xoxoxo
stormatdusk
Jul. 1st, 2008 09:53 pm (UTC)
i agree with you completely; they are wonderful, wonderful women.

as are you. xo
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